not take it anymore ... my whole world is falling apart ..... I am fully aware that there are people who have problems much more important and serious than mine, but it is also true that everyone knows of his house ..... I have always thought to be a strong person .... problems before you ever run away and not even when the sky is black, black I always manage to not lose heart .... despite the closure of the shop and the various economic problems that we are working in the laboratory goes quite well .... I am happy that all my clients have followed me ..... banks are under pressure because I pay off debts and I am putting all really ...... In January I went to live with Luke ... After 8 years we were together and living together for 5 months I have been told that no longer knows what he wants ..... is not happy ..... I admit that I have an easy disposition and I have many faults but he loves me also say I have many advantages ...... I have always been doing what he wanted, I never put any kind of stakes, he wanted to go out with friends ... in and out .... wanted to go into motion a few days ... went there .... football ... granted .... and a host of other things ..... my sins have been a scene of jealousy perhaps too ..... but he says that he lacked the physical freedom, but the mental ... when he came home from work saying that I was heavy, because it always called and kept asking what he wanted for dinner ..... moral of the story I got home my parents .... But I feel more at home ..... we feel at times .... I look for him, I try ...... Sunday turned 33 ..... I am so sad and empty that I would disappear .... I want my Luke .... were happy for 8 years .... coexistence of 5 months, no more having reduced so ..... sorry for the outburst that may be all fucked up ..... I do not believe those who tell me that's another ... I would have demanded back the keys to the house and instead I still ...... Sunday my birthday, he invited me to dinner ...... I do not know if I'll go .... thanks for venting ...... with infinite love to all ... Serena.
